Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in froggy711's LiveJournal:

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Thursday, February 2nd, 2006
9:53 pm	Torn I'm being pulled apart, torn in half. On one side of the rope is the one I love with all my heart, the one who owns my soul, the one I've given EVERTHING, Luis. On the other side is the one who loves me with all of his heart, though my devotion isn't the same, Eric. He treats me beautifully. He IS beautiful, an amazing boy. ....I'm still attached to something I'm not ready to completely let go of in my heart. I wish I wasn't broken in so many pieces. Eric doesn't deserve to have to pick up the pieces. He doesn't deserve to have to wait on me dealing with things with Luis, but I can't change that or hurry that process. .....I know I'm going to rip this boy to shreds. I wish he would find someone else, someone who can give him the devotion he deserves. Unfortunately, he has never emotionally invested himself in anyone else, until now. He has had others who adore him, but he has picked the one that will hurt him the most. .....I hate the knowledge that I have hurt him and will continue to hurt him. I don't want that. I adore him for the beauty he holds inside, for the beauty he still seems to find in me, after everything. .....but my heart is still deeply buried and very unavailable. Current Mood: melancholy Current Music: The Buzzing Headache from the effects of a new inhaler (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 14th, 2005
12:00 am	DRAMA DRAMA The amount of drama in the friends section of my other LJ is HI-FUCKING-LARIOUS... but anyways. Didn't do much today....applied for a job. Tomorrow I might hang out with my lovely. I miss him so much. :) Have spent time with him in a week, except for the five seconds I saw him the other day because he insisted on bringing me spaghetti he made me for lunch. It was good. He is so sweet. <3<3<3 Current Mood: amused Current Music: BUZZ BUZZ BUZZ BUZZ BUZZ (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 25th, 2005
7:39 pm	What the hell? What the hell? People need to mind there own business. It is so annoying when people are nosey. I haven't been to fourth period in a while. Finals day is the next time I will go. Summer coming...thankfully. I can't wait for all of this stress to be over. Current Mood: annoyed (Comment on this)
7:38 pm	SPAZ AND SQUEAK Spaz and Squeak <3<3<3 "I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images and when we kiss, they're perfectly aligned and I hang to speculate that God himself did make us into corresponding shapes like puzzle pieces in the clay." I'll stay with you forever, if you really mean it when you say you want me forever, when you say you want me as your wife. Current Mood: in love (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 4th, 2005
7:31 pm	A.P. Testing I'm so stressed. A.P. tests are closing in. Must go study...MUST GO STUDY!! Current Mood: stressed (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 10th, 2005
7:28 pm	ONE YEAR We've made it to one year. I'm so happy...we are so happy...it is so amazing. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!! :: muahs:: Current Mood: Enamored (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
7:24 pm	Breakfast I woke up early this morning and made my lovely french toast. I brought it to school, although I almost got there late. He loved it. I'm glad...I love making him happy. Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 15th, 2005
7:18 pm	My first happy valentine Today was an awesome Valentine's day. I have a wonderful boyfriend. It was my first Happy Valentine's Day. He brought me chocolate and two roses in the morning. Then I got two candy grams from him in second period. He is so awesome. I got to spend three hours with him alone after school just cuddling and loving each other. He wrote the most wonderful loving entry in our little journal. He wishes for me to never leave his side, and I never want to. Current Mood: loved (Comment on this)
Friday, February 11th, 2005
7:17 pm	Alfredo Linguini He made me Alfredo Linguini and we had a little private lunch date. It was so awesome. The linguini rocked. I love him. He is so wonderful to me. Current Mood: bouncy (Comment on this)
7:15 pm	Eleven months Today is my 11 month anniversary. We have gotten so far and are just so happy and so in love. He wrote me the cutest entry in our little journal. Tomorrow he says he has a suprise for me tomorrow. He is so cute. Current Mood: loved (Comment on this)
Friday, February 4th, 2005
7:12 pm	University of Florida I'm nervous about getting into U.F. If I don't get in, I can't be a zoologist. It is the only school in Florida that has a major in zoology. Zoology is my LOVE...my second love of course...my lovely coming first... He is so wonderful. He wants to follow me up there and take care of me. I love him so much. Current Mood: pensive (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005
7:02 pm	cravings He says he craves making me happy. I really don't want to lose him, but sometimes he makes things so hard. He wants me around forever, and he knows I will be, but he just doesn't understand why I stay. He expects me to leave him and move on, like so many others. He is finally beginning to understand how I feel about him...at least I hope. He thinks he is obsessed with me..... He calls me wife...it is very cute. Current Mood: distressed (Comment on this)
Monday, December 27th, 2004
6:56 pm	Engagement? An engagement ring was supposed to be my present for Christmas me. He was so disappointed that he couldn't give it to me. I felt so horrible, attempting so hard to make him feel better. He really is in love with me. I'm in love with him too, very much in love, but I understand his father's excuse( I say excuse because I know that it was just an excuse for his father bailing on him...arg) We are very young. Current Mood: pensive (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 4th, 2004
6:51 pm	Marriage? He wants to marry...He wants to have a family with me....Wow....I've never thought about that before. It is an intense thought... Current Mood: indescribable (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 31st, 2004
2:50 am	HAPPY HALLOWEEN ::GIGGLE:: Current Mood: giggly (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 12th, 2004
6:49 pm	YAY!! MY LOVELY CAN COME OVER!! My parents are starting to be more accepting. Yay!! Current Mood: weird (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 18th, 2004
6:42 pm	YAY!!! FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL I got to see my babuh!! I <3 my lovely!! He hugged me so tightly. I missed him so much...SO HAPPY!! I like my classes. They screwed up my schedule though. Instead of putting me in English honors gifted, they put me in A.P. Spanish Literature. WTF? Well I'm off to talk to my lovely. Byelo Current Mood: ecstatic (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 15th, 2004
6:37 pm	I cut my hair I cut my hair...It actually looks very nice. I also even got new clothes for school starting. Awesomeness... Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 11th, 2004
6:36 pm	Tsk Tsk I was supposed to see my lovely...but I didn't....It has been so long...::pouts:: Current Mood: disappointed (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 3rd, 2004
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